Semua yang Ada

by D'Cinnamons

Jauh hari ku merasa,
kau pasti nant adi milikku
Tlah terjadi semuanya, kuyakin kau nanti disisiku

Tak peduli apa kata yang lain, hati ini hanya ingin dirimu

Dan kini maafkanlah
kuterlanjur ingini, terlanjur sayangi
Semua yang ada....

Sudikah kau terima, ku terlanjur ingini
Terlanjur sayangi, semua yang ada...
Di dalam dirimu

Kuterima putusanmu, tak akan,
ku takkan menyesal
Kuakui kupaksakan,
ku bukan manusia sempurna
Tak peduli apa kata yang lain
Hati ini hanya ingin dirimu

Dan kini maafkanlah
kuterlanjur ingini, terlanjur sayangi
Semua yang ada....

Sudikah kau terima, ku terlanjur ingini
Terlanjur sayangi, semua yang ada...
Di dalam dirimu

Ooh, andaikan kubisa
berplaing dari dirimu
Oooh, lemas hati ini jika aku harus memilih lagi....



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This song represent my feelings now...
it's for someone who has filled my days fro the past year...
miss u...

mendung

langit mendung
membuatku termenung
berpikir, kapan cuaca mendung ini akan berubah cerah?

kata orang, mendung itu tak selalu kelabu
benar, di balik sebuah wajah mendung dan sendu
ada sebersit cahaya, sebuah senyum malu
sebentuk harapan, cinta dan cita

senyum itu terpancar dari hatinya yg indah
dari hatinya yang bersih
cahaya matanya
menyiratkan semangat besar
hidup akan terus berjalan

walaupun hujan badai menghadang

setelah hujan
langit kembali indah
cerah
bahkan terkadang penuh warna,
ada sebentuk pelangi

memberi warna baru di hatiku

The Best Birthday Present...

After living in this world for more than 21 years old, I feel that I know which birthday has the most happiness and gratitude…

Yup, in the 21st year of my life I really felt that Allah SWT has given me all the blessings and love, all circumstances that had made me stronger and wiser in facing life… Alhamdulillah!

Well, there are some things that I think was the best present that Allah gave to me…

First, my wonderful family, they are the one that always gave me all the motivations and spirit in my life.. I really love every one of you..

Then, I have a lot of lovely and great friends, where I can share anything and feel all the cry and happiness…

The next one will be my graduation on the 27th of October 2007.. Allah SWT has given me all health and patience to have done all the assignments, jobs, and finally the final project to finish my undergraduate studies.. Through those three years, I’ve learned a lot of knew things.. Yes, those years was one of the best year in my life…

The last would be having an opportunity to have celebrated my 21st birthday with my family, because it has been 3 years that I spent my birthday with my friends.. Not that it wasn’t special, those birthdays was also really special for me.. Those birthdays has different gladness compared to my 21st…


Alhamdulillah! Thanks Allah, for all your love and blessings…

Alhamdulillah...

Alhamdulillah...
akhirnya tugas akhir gw selesai dengan perjuangan yang cukup melelahkan...(=
mengerjakan tugas akhir sementara harus kuliah dengan jadwal yang padat emang berat, tapi Alhamdulillah gw berhasil menjalani nya dengan cukup baik (didn't i?)

trus akhirnya kemaren gw ngejalanin sidang tugas akhir gw...
Alhamdulillah semua berjalan lancar...
and thank god i've got an A....=D

semua ini merupakan sebuah akhir dari masa kuliah gw di SBM...
tapi gw harap ini merupakan awal dari perjalanan yang menyenangkan dan penuh kesuksesan di masa yang akan datang, amin...

Hi There Dear....

Hi there dear...
it has been a long time since the last time you knocked at my door...

Hi there dear...
it has been a long time since the last time you greet me "hello"
and of course it has been so long since you asked "How are you?"

well then,
I have been wondering...
"Where have you been?"

I just kept missing your smile...
The way you greet me...."dear"
The way you have supported me along the way...

well now,
I will keep praying that someday you will come
knocking on that door again

well now,
you just have to know
that there will always be
an empty space in my heart
for you to fill in

Hi there dear...
it has been a long time...

Bagiin Kuesioner...

Jadi ceritanya gw udah mulai Tugas akhir nih (sejak akhir semester kemaren) dan untuk nyelesein tugas akhir gw itu gw make metode penyebaran kuesioner...
jadilah tiap hari jumat, sabtu, minggu dalam tiga minggu terakhir ini gw bagiin kuesioner di tempat penelitian gw yang kebetulan sebuah supermarket yang ada di Bandung...
jadi udah jelaskan kalo gw bakal berhadapan dengan banyak ibu-ibu...

penglaman mengajarkan gw bahwa tampang galak bukan berarti galak atau bakal nolak diintain tolong....

pas nyebarin kuesioner ini gw banyak mengalami penolakan...
mulai dari alasan klise seperti "'maaf mbak, saya lagi buru-buru nih..."...sampe "aduh mbak, maaf saya pusing liat pertanyaannya..." sampe ada juga yang bilang "waduh...kuesioner ya?? saya lagi males nih..."
rasanya saat itu pengen banget maki-maki tuh orang...
gak tau apa gw udah berdiri muter-muter disitu 3 jam....pegel tau...

dan yang perlu gw syukuri sekarang....
bagiin kuesioner nya sudah selesai...
mudah2an datanya valid dan reliable
jadi gw gak harus ngulang lagi...

Kekasih Sejati

By Yovie Widianto

Aku yang memikirkan
Namun aku tak banyak berharap
Kau membuat waktuku tersita
Dengan angan tentangmu

Mencoba lupakan
Tapi ku tak bisa, mengapa....
Oh...mungkin aku bermimpi
Menginginkan dirimu
Untuk ada disini menemaniku
Oh...mungkinkah kau
yang jadi kekasih sejatiku
Semoga tak sekedar harapku

Dan bila, Kau tak manjadi milikku
Aku takkan menyesal telah jatuh hati...

can't get him out of my head

well, i dunno why but i just can't get him outta my head! the more i try to forget him, the more he comes to my dreams and thoughts. he was not always around, but it seems like he is always on my way in everything. there are times when i missed sharing with him, chatting with him, and meeting him once in a while...
i just keep imagining him in my life even just as a friend (because i know he has someone beside him now)...
these days i dream to work with him in the same company...i hope it can happen someday...

sometimes i just can't help my self to see his profile and photos in FS, and it is just to make my heart happy...
sometimes i just can't help my self to send him an SMS...just to greet him hello...and be very greatful when he replies it...

when i think i'm gonna stop tryin' to forget him and just keep him in my heart for a little while...and just let it flow...
he can stay forever or leave when ever he wants to...

Watching leader in action!

Hmmm...judul yang menarik ya...
emang ini kegiatan yang menarik...
jadi ceritanya ada satu mata kuliah di SBM, Leadership, yang ngasih tugas ke kita-kita buat ngikutin seorang pemimpin di perusahaan-perusahaan besar...
setelah sempat terkatung-katung beberapa lama (alias gak tau mau "ngikutin" siapa), gw ama temen gw andien dikirim ke Coca Cola Bottling Indonesia (CCBI) di Cibitung....Nemuin National Supply Chain Manager di situ, namanya Pak Bambang Setiawan.
He was a good leader, he can give good supervision to his subordinates to achieve the company's goal.
menurut anak buahnya sih dia ini orangnya kebapakan, jadi dia selalu ngebelain anak buahnya yang salah dan mengakui itu sebagai kesalahannya ke atasannya. tapi ini juga jadi kekurangannya dia, jadinya anak buahnya gak biasa menanggung akibat dari kesalahan2nya...walaupun dia tetep negur dan ngasih peringatan ke anak buahnya.
Selain itu dia orangnya sangat Task Oriented, tapi People nya tetep bagus...he can maintain good relationship with his peers and subordinates...

Pesan dia buat kita-kita calon leader masa depan....
1. Work Smart, don't just work hard!
2. Have Competence
3. Have the ability to develop people


Well actually I am really hoping that one day I could be a great Leader....
for myself, my organization, my country....