Saturday, April 18, 2009

Switch to Plan B

Yup, the decision is canceled for a while.

Now I got more challenge and opportunities here now, right where I'm now. I got an offer to do a research and a chance to become a CPNS. Nice right? So, for now, at least till the end of the year, I'll still be here for my family and for the sake of my future...

Cheers,
Zaza

Thursday, April 16, 2009

I've Decided

Yes, I've decided to move back to Bandung on Juli or August. Because I was thinking that the job I have here doesn't give me anything in terms of knowledge. It only adds up my knowledge on other important health stuffs, especially around HIV/AIDS.
So, I decided to apply as tutor in School of Business and Management ITB while waiting for my graduate studies to start. So now I'm preparing my self for that, finding better boarding house, better way of living, better things than last time I was in Bandung.

So, guys just wait for me yaa...
See you soon...^_^

Loads of Happiness, Made the Stress Go Away

Yesterday I was too excited about he news that my big brother was accepted by BPK, that when knowing I didn't pass the administration selection of Pertamina, I was feeling more than OKAY.

Well, I thinks we just have to be Ikhlas about everything bad happening to us. But everything depends on the situation. If it wasn't fair for us, I really need like, hmmm, months to let go. But if the situation is like this, I'll let go, just like that.

Now, I don't really want to think about failing, but better find the good thing (hikmah) about what happened. Never hesitate that Allah SWT has always planned something much more better than this. So, just be more patient, don't get stressed out, and keep up the effort needed in achieving your goal.

Good luck!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

On Being Thankful

Tadi siang sehabis zuhur, saya ikut pengajian di mesjid di RS AA Pekanbaru. Trus, si ustadz berceramah tentang 'Bersyukur'. Dia bilang kalau kita bersyukur pada Allah, itu untuk diri kita sendiri, bukan untuk orang lain. Jadi selalu bersyukurlah atas apa yang kita punya dan kita dapatkan. Berbaik sangkalah pada Allah, walaupun semua itu menurut kita hal yang sangat buruk.

Untuk berpikir begini, sangat sulit, saya juga tau kalau berubah, menjadi apapun itu hal yang sangat sangat sulit dilakukan. Jadi bersyukurlah, apapun yang kita miliki sekarang, itulah yang menurut ALLAH SWT yang paling baik untuk kita.

Semakin banyak kita mengucapkan "Alhamdulillah", Insya Allah semua usaha kita dimudahkan...Amin ya rabbal alamin... ^_^

Monday, April 13, 2009

Kind of Hurts

Yeah, it kind of hurt my feelings when seeing someone I knew die. Or even imagining that someone will pass away if I don't give them any help.

Today the medicine crisis in the clinic continues. It became obvious that the stock from the supplier is ZERO. What a marvelous condition.

How can those people continue living a healthy and normal life without those medicines?

Why can the government doesn't care enough to supply them immediately?

I'm just curious. Is it money? Is it bureaucracy? Or a human error?

We don't know yet. Hopefully the crisis will end soon and they can live a long healthy and normal life, amien!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Second Chance

Have you ever been given a second chance by God or other people around you?

Lots of people says, chance doesn't came twice in our life. But I've experienced a time when second chance comes.
Well, if you read my previous posts about me being rejected by several companies, I got a second chance by one of them.

I got a news from a friend about two months ago about this re-call. The company was calling us to have a re-test on our medical check-ups. So I flew far away from Pekanbaru to Jakarta just to follow this test, leaving my two jobs here.

But, maybe I'm not destined to be working there. I fail again.
It really hurts this time, a friend said, "It's worst than a broken heart". Hahaha....
She's definitely right, I can say for sure.

After a bit of thinking, I may say that, this is the way that Allah tells me that working there now isn't what I supposed to do. I really sure that Allah has prepared a good thing, an even better things to do in the near future. Hopefully, amien!

Details in the Fabric

by Jason Mraz feat. James Morrison

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling on your threads and
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything
Everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling (Go your own way)

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you’re shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold

***
Don't panic, stay calm and face the world with optimism and positive mind.
hopefully you'll get the helping hands that you need...:)